bersyukur la syukur

i always wanted a lot of things. but my dad is a person yg akan fikir what those things gonna benefits u. setakat ni what i want dah dapat but tinggal lagi satu. bukan laa nak sangat but looking at others yg cam-whoring dgn DSLR, surely i want it much.

tu adalah tandanya aku kurang bersyukur. kalau orang lain?ada lagi teruk or maybe tak dapat langsung. so im consider myslef lucky. hah.

i owned vaio yg da 2 kali anta centre dia sbb aku tak sayang that thing. yelah, i never use my money to bought things. dulu ada setahun je aku pakai jam yg my dad beli. tak lah beratus ribu haha tapi masa secondary school pakai camtu, tak worth it langsung.

and now my dad dah bg car after i got my lesen yg baru dua minggu. dan juga tak bersyukur sampai dah pernah kemek and my dad tak marah pun. emm but still sedih sebab nak lagi satu which is DSLR. i remembered what my dad told me when i asked him "i didn't saw any benefits of it if u have it. i have digital camera which u can have it" see?

my phone now pun yg nak sangat-sangat masa tgk review tah hape with my housemate dulu. alasan beli new phone sebab my phone dah hilang. yg hilang tu pun yg nak sangat masa baru masuk matrix. see?

sekarang kalau tgk orang yg tak dapat pape lagi sedih. i should consider myself so lucky. tak pernah kurang makan tapi terlebih makan ada. membazir tak habis. makan nak kat tempat bagus. see?

i should motivated myself to be a person yg bagus. i tak pernah dapat dean list tapi ade my dad n mum bising?no. my dad akan cakap "it is oke. u try enough" can't recalled what my dad exactly said.

tapi manusia ni. :(

bersyukur la syukur