a letter to mum & dad

mum,dad....

i really wanna be at home in this very moment...im tired already,sick with my environment...i got fever and healed but it comes back now...i got test,LOT OF TEST..but i felt that i cant make it..really....i want to study but in fact none of what i had studied stuck in my head...ok,im crying but that is the only way i could do for now...i know i have to work out then i'll be at home for two weeks but its not the point...im tired...emmm tata.... :(

ur daughter....

a letter to mum & dad

post ni harus dibace oleh famili ko ye farina???hahaa!

plan nak berbuka uma beliau hari jumaat tp mcm sgt rushing sebab beliau ade program dan kami bercadang pergi sabtu tp beliau tetap lambat smpi menyebabkan kami keseganan tahap melampaoi batas..naseb baek kami hadir tidak bertangan kosong....mak beliau sgt besh!!sebab kalo duduk situ nescaya maken gemok dan sihat-sihat.."eny tambah laa" heheh....ye makcik saya tambah da ni..huhuhu....besh berbuka!!!lepas tu kua (bukan g teraweh tp menghabiskan duet..ish ish ish...) heeeee...pegi cs,cs da tutup so farina oh ye pegi uma NURUL FARINA laaa...hahaha...lupe na mention..lalalalaa~~~jadi farina ajak pegi uptown em bole laaa penat jln dapat gak baju raye..hahahaa!!size sgt susah d cari oke???:PPP

ni la kami...farina yg pakai shawl n bju itam!!

lagi jelasss...aku n die..!!huhu!!


**kepada keluarga NURUL FARINA MUSTAPA...terima kasih sebab layan kami....yg suka makan banyak ni...huhuhu..menyusahkan je..:) kalo ade yg kami kekurangan maafkan kami....
oke,mekaseh sume!!!sayang sume jugeeeee!!!!mmuaaxxx mmuaaxxx!!!

post ni harus dibace oleh famili ko ye farina???hahaa!

my fav song setakat hari ini :)

lagu ni da lame tapi aku baru je dgr..heheh..terus ty owg tajuk lagu and search for lyric,video....:)
truly mase dgr igt pasal love but more to ketuhanan.....

ku menatap dalam kelam
tiada yang bisa ku lihat
selain hanya nama-Mu Ya Allah
esok ataukah nanti
ampuni semua salahku
lindungi aku dari segala fitnah

reff:
kau tempatku meminta
kau beriku bahagia
jadikan aku selamanya
hamba-Mu yang slalu bertakwa

ampuniku Ya Allah
yang sering melupakan-Mu
saat Kau limpahkan karunia-Mu
dalam sunyi aku bersujud

repeat *, reff
repeat reff

pada-MU

my fav song setakat hari ini :)

kesayangan da 20 y!! :D

muhammad firdaus bin abu bakar....

"may god bless u my honey...be gud,be well,be safe,be n be a lot!!!huhuh...may ur journey in ur life smooth...."

wow!so many things to say out loud but....!

LOVE U dear.....mmmuaaxxx..!!


ps : same with my age alredi...ta yah blagak belasan da..yay!! :D

kesayangan da 20 y!! :D

he must not be named

well,morning peps...rise n shine thru my window...wow....i dun get my enuff sleppin beauty n yet im awake after sahur....he slept already n myb dreamin of me wawawawaaa....:D surf here n there n me kept on listenin to pop princess by the click five..yes!its an oldies but still my fav...!! :))

oke,wat i saw durin my "cyber journey'' was sum1 who is a guy dat quiet brilliant i guess who did not believe in islam...oke fine,u r a free thinker...but no need to done sumtink like "selamat berpuasa...fuck u" it touched all of us...yup,im not gud enuff of being HIS servant..but u noe wat is right n wrong...u a gay,ya go on wit it..i got no probs wit ya...ur own grave,ur ownself THERE after d apocalypse soon...i meant it,very very soon....

n his friends,kinda idiot..myb?i dunno..literally i dunno how to judge peps....sumtimes i do judged wrongly...hey wats up?ur friend doin sumtink ain't right n u back him up..WELL DONE for u guys...he is islam n malay, but to spread sum new ideology based on ur idea...no need....myb quiet few followers who think d same as urs....wallahu a'lam...

bein old enuff n too much genius sumtimes brings probs...y?yeah they thinkin too much n over-doin it...n they cant tink sumtink gud enuff after then...wow...awesome!!!hell ya~~

we r big enuff to tink which is right n wrong...use ur brain gives by HIM to tink out of it....d gud ones perhaps....

oke guys,epy fasting :) 1/3 ramadhan had left...another 2/3....n wen ramadhan is over,we yet dunno we can see another ramadhan nex year :)

he must not be named

otak da letup

tulisan cam kanak-kanak an?bulat je..muahahahaha!!adesss....8 question baru siap 6..jadi otak cam blur and getting much blurry...whoaaa..:DDD then ONLINE....!! neway sumbody tagged me on one video...lawak?kind of...yg guy tu no need kot na gtau kat air pasal relationship die yg ta bjaya....tunang die lepas an die sbb die niaga burger...pmpn mate duitan is sumtink significant with women (owg slalo cakap la an....)...tp salah pmpn tu gak laaa~~..in a first place ta yah laa layan dari mule..bangang sguh....

we are old enuff to think wat is the best for us...dun tink of sumtink in a short term....tink beyond of it...

oke,selamat bebuke poseee!!!! :)

otak da letup

adesss...=.="

aku tau laa pose..aku tau kene tahan nafsu..ye aku juge tau ta elok mbazir...kene jimat....aya aku juge da bank in duet tadi..ye aku tau kene spend wisely..ye aku tau dan tau tapi..aku ta bole tahan tgk yg ini...tgk2!

siyes aku nak....T.T lebih na ini dari yg kunen...yg ade pix owg maen buai....T.T sayang da sold!!!!!asal sume aku suke da sold out??adesss..naseb shawl border ade tinggal kaler sand n aku da rembat...opss!wawawaaa...:D

**selamat berbuka puasa!!famili balek kg kat pahang..mesty nenek masak sedap en???isk isk...tape,jap agy g uma senior mereka na masak..kami makan berlapan!!yay!!

adesss...=.="

sedih sgt :(

arini da masok ramadhan...so tarawih da start pon tadi.....aku na balek..siyes na balek sesangat...aku sedih laaa...siyes...taip post neyh pon da sebak-sebak na berair air mate..T.T

me : wanna go home :(("
dad : be there at noon 4th sept
me : wan to goin back this weekend..but not dare to take bus alone...huhuh
dad : just wait till sept

sedih an?aku na balek tapi kene tgu tyme aye...sume da balek..kalo ta balek pon parents da singgah..:((

aku cakap nan mak lak...........same jep.... :(

me : na balekk :((
mum : bile cuti nye?
me : agy sbulan tyme aye tapi na balekkk
mum : g shoppin kat kangar.."

mak..tade kaitan..=.=" na balekk!!tapi masalahnye ta rety naek bus sndiri...mangkok btol laaa...menyampah tahap square d atas kegedikkan diri sndiri...T.T

aku da niat pose...ta yah hope pose penoh..kompem neyh KOMPEM lubang....dan da sahur....roti yg ade raisin cap gardinier uh nan susu anlene....malas kot na bgon sahur sok...T.T
kan besh kalo mak masak...:((

sedih sgt :(

sy pakai inai laaa~~

buat malam tadi..ta laaa NAK sgt buat sbb ta penah pakai...pastu bile beliau kate buat laaa dan aku buat dan tgk cam cun..so aku SUKE...hahahaha...mekasehh!!! :DDD

ps : kalo kaler die menten itam cam time die basah uh agi cantekk en??aiyooo...

sy pakai inai laaa~~

langkawi edisi kelambatan upd8...huhuh!!

baru dapat update sebab sibuk laa...uwaaaaaa...setel report yg kene handwritting,tutorial yg nak kena anta...adessss...well,langkawi?besh sbb wit frens....gelak gelak wat mende tah pape laa mereka...bjalan-jalan nan buah aty..weeeeee :DDD

esar : eny ang na g ke?kami na g ni...kalo ang na g kami tgu...
eny : haa???bulatt segan kot....
esar : segan pe nan kami ja...


oke...jadik,aku n beliau pergi ikot....hohoh....agak-agak matahari da lepas kepala mase jumaat tu kami blah nan ferry...siap setel sume kete sewa n motel...
sampai je dapat kete myvi se auto...bagos...inilah yg kami sukekan...huahahaha....tapi,memula NAJWA NAZUAN bawak...oke....takot sdikit...kami sume bujang-bujang belaka...so kami tuka...!yay! :)





aku dan beliau :)

mmuaaxxx.!!!

ni da kat atas...sejuk kot....hahaha...:P
ps : muke aku sgt2 bajet...muahahaha!!!

mereka m.e.n.g.a.d.e cuak jep..hahahaha!!

tgk pingu....

patu pingu ni dtg dkt minx amek pix die..cessss...gdix..!!naseb comel..:PPP

cun en?hahahaha.....

tasuke ikan ni...huahahaha!!

die laa yg drive...mekaseh b layan kitowg..heheh...:)


oh mekaseh kat esar rahim,najwa nazuan n anita bulyamin....
taip name mereka n jumpe d fb..muahahahaha!!!

langkawi edisi kelambatan upd8...huhuh!!

trip to langkawi was awesome...:)

a lot more to share stories...hahaha...but pretty tired now....zzzzz :)